-the end-

2009-05-17T21:20:00.002+08:00

it's killing me from inside. i thought i could handle this better than anyone else. but the scene kept invading my mind.

the day at the hawker centre, the day at home, the day we sat down and talk peacefully, the day we were reminiscing, the day we ate together, the day we watched tv tgt, the day we lie down and chat, the day you slapped my thigh, the day you said it was ok, the day you cooked my fav dishes, the day you felt sick, the day at breakfast...... and so much more of 'the day'. but it ended with the day you left me.

no matter what i say or do, it wont make you stay and i will not. i hope you are happier than ever. be back together with the one you love.

i love you.

2009-04-25T10:37:00.000+08:00

For all of this time, I've been living my life.
I have felt unsatisfied and anger.
At the same time, feeling little happiness and sweetness.
Most importantly, I think my friends are the greatest! (esp when exams are over!)

-TO YOU
I know you might not even see this, read this, know this from someone. No matter what you have done in the past that makes us angry, we would have forgiven you long time ago. No matter what we have done, please forgive us as well. I just know that Mr. Time has been kind enough to me, to be with you a year ago to show in whatever ways that I can. We all know that you are not fine, won't be that fine any time sooner. How I wish I could take away all your pains, all your agony, all your unspoken pessimism. We all hope you are fine, but I know you know what you are doing and reach a better place than you are in now.

2009-04-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

I wish I had a band like Their Hearts Were Full of Spring...
All my close friends, doing the things that we like - Music.
Maybe not as a career but just for passion.
Fire up the inner soul.
Share our dreams.

Superficial.

2009-04-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

AHhhhhhhhhhh, Shawny got a doggie. SO CUTE! XD

Tmr's grad. Nothing much to feel about. just looking forward to the buffet lunch! HEHEHE!
I love Keppel's night shows. HEHE. <3

I miss Yunnan (already).

2009-03-16T17:24:00.002+08:00

It's been decades I know.

Sorry people for the lack of updates! Even if nobody reads it or whatever. Been too busy to update anything. Life's been great. Work, play, late nights.
Try to meet those whom I haven't been in contact with for very long!
Will be flying off soon.

loves to everyone :)

back to work!

2009-02-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

GAH, a week of work. Been enjoying and feeling tired mostly due to the uneasiness waking up early! oh man, gna wake up early tmr again i guess.

JEEZ.

Can't wait for our honeymoon other than the rolling stuff... :D
I can't wait, can't wait for everything that's gonna happen.

i set eyes on you long ago, but recently, you give me more than rapid heartbeats.

2009-02-21T10:39:00.001+08:00

i totally love mornings!
esp breakfast with my darling. <3

monday's gonna be a new start. i hope everything will turn out fine!
ok, gotta run away~~~~

2009-02-19T09:12:00.001+08:00

Let's run away!
it'll be a good day today! bright and sunny!!!!

2009-02-18T20:00:00.002+08:00

ytd was great. all the good news. :)
lunched@ MOF, was the best. great food, though it was a little hot out there.
all the funny things they said during the hangout session, all the weird actions of the guys. o.o
my fav? my damn irritating girlfriend. haha!

almost died on the way home.
how?
you really want to know?
ask me online. X(

boo.
missed out prawning today, and they are having steamboat. ahh, hope you girls have fun. meet up with you all soon!

what's up tmr for you?

it really hurts to see you like that and i really hope that you would be better than ever. even if you have to leave, my heart will always long for you. all the things that you did and time we had together. im actually thankful of that cos it made me want to find you and call you up to know how are you doing. but now, i don't know if its time. i'm not sure of what is going to happen. it sucks to be hanging in the air and guessing what will happen. full of surprises, NOT.

2009-02-13T21:28:00.001+08:00

i feel like crap.

REALLY FEELS LIKE CRAP.

2009-02-13T01:12:00.002+08:00

Chalet was great, nothing to add on.
Had a great time catching up and playing around with the guys. and of course two of my darlings. <3

gonna chase time and grab more rest. ^^!

that night, my tears came naturally, please be alright, my heart aches when i got to know that..

2009-01-30T09:34:00.001+08:00

happy lunar new year to everyone! greetings came a bit late but hope all of you had enjoyed it.
for jobless people like ME will still hang around and wobble. :S

what is the purpose of blogging?

2009-01-25T10:38:00.002+08:00

Eve of Chinese New Year, mood? Not at all.
Last day of school was supposed to be very fun, but getting sick at that point of time sucks. Really sucks. :(!
But the idea of the song competition was funny. & of course the imagining people. I think I could do that the whole day.

Alright. Nothing much to say. Can't wait to see all my family later on.

SHUHUI FEELS LIKE GOING FOR CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA~~~

2009-01-22T21:53:00.002+08:00

Recently I keep getting this little thoughts and it's quite funny how it may seems.

1st thing in the day I shared it with dar. we were laughing like mad in the canteen.
next i kinda thought of how indecisive and cunning can people get.
then someone mentioned about dream. i find it so scary that I almost cried out loud on the way back. seriously, we keep thinking about things that we want, what we need to do, what we have to do, what we like, who we hate... but all of these shouldn't be here at all? because when we sleep and dream, everything is being revealed.

the confusion between dream and reality.

i couldn't hold my laughter today, so did my anger.

2009-01-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

I am back (like finally)
Sorry about the disappearance but was busy with FYP and I'm done with it. ^^
Birthday sucked, like seriously. All worthwhile when we had our presentation. Can't bear to leave the group of nonsensical guys. :c

One last event; DAA chalet. Hope everyone will try to turn up!

2009-01-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

school's starting tomorrow! 'the day' is drawing nearer! thurday thursday. please make this good.

ah har. birthday celebration with family was good. ^^ thank you! (am i missing something?!) hehe.

i want a camera baby! <- please? i give you the specs! HAHA! [inside joke]
okok, i dont want a normal one ok. i want diana eldw. HAHAHA!
i will say thank you very much! (i think so?)
white please! XD

school's starting. cant wait? for it to end.

2009-01-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

everyone is rushing for fyp.
everyone is going crazy over fyp.
everyone is worried about fyp.
everyone is crying over fyp.

OMGGGGGGG, FYP!!!!!!
WE CAN DO IT WE CAN DO IT!
plan for next whole week chunk with 2 uts in a go.
fyp all the way. :(
come on come on.

it's kinda irritating that you actually need to be spoon fed! argh!
PLEASE LET THIS BE OVER.

2008-12-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

Minimalism describes movements in various forms of art and design, where the work is stripped down to its most fundamental features.

As a specific movement in the arts it is identified with developments in post-World War II Western Art, most strongly with American visual arts in the late 1960s and early 1970s. - wikipedia

The prints by Sol Lewitt clearly showed how it is being done.

Why can't be Life be like that as well?

When the stars, and the moon
And the sky, fall through

I'd throw them all away when I'm hollow
Deep as the sea goes, all I know is
I would throw it all away...away

2008-12-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

You don't have the rights to complain.
You don't have the rights to say about others.
You don't have the rights to criticize anybody.
One thing you ought to do -Reflect on how you treated the rest.

Trainee camp was good, except that I needed to leave early. Hope there will be another one and for sure i will go for it.

2008-12-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

If anyone ask me how did I spend my Christmas, I don't know what to tell them.

Horrible.
I miss the 5 crappy girls in w15f.
I miss the nonsensical DAA guys.
I miss the secondary school classmates.
I miss my netball girls.

I miss part of my past here and there.

I guess this is another getaway again. From the social circle.
Drastic accident changes lives.
Nobody met each other, and you get to meet the other party in this way.

This day.

2008-12-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

23rd was great. did things that I had to do. visited 3 museums in total. ended up with? lots of brochures(my fav collection) pictures, lots of thinking through the journey, money spent, an injured lefty, raindrops on my head.

Tell me why am I not excited about this year's xmas?

Is it because of the things that happened, things I wished it happened or is it that I have nothing to be thankful about? But yes, I'm looking forward to Countdown 2009 though. :) New year New dreams New start.

Hope that the party will be successful. wont be bored and all, lots of food (hope i dont kill them with mine). lots of booze, lots of wasted scenes. HAHA!
oh well oh well.

Things have been running wild in my head and I never really got an answer or solution to what I am facing now. Totally sucks when it feels like I'm lacking of something.
its raining now, love it.

2008-12-20T11:14:00.002+08:00

I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.
I AM LUCKY.

:)

两妻时代 is damn nice. One small little misunderstanding caused failure in marriage. Like the domino effect. I guess it always start off with a little something, then it just gets bigger. In the end? You don't even know what are you fighting for, the purpose of everything or even what started everything. It was always funny to me to reminisce and think back. Being sucked back to the past, overwhelmed by mixed feelings.

Ipman was interesting. Some of the kungfu scenes were really good. I wonder who on Earth could fight like that. With the YongChunQuan. HA!

Nutcracker was great yesterday. Just when I said that 'Dance of the sugar plum fairy' isn't played, the next moment I hear it.

Picnic by the stairs, surrounded by troops of ants. Music was great, breeze on focused on the faces. What's best? The company :)

Waited for NR and took the 'bet'. Proven that I was lucky. Wasn't K.O.-ed though I was really tired. Excited about that little something but worried at the same time too.

okay my point is, I AM LUCKY.

baby's leaving again. misses. :(

2008-12-13T22:12:00.002+08:00

己所不欲、勿施於人

This long break was a refreshing one. After so long, I'm feeling better. And in love with the country.

學而時習之、不亦說乎。有朋自遠方來、不亦樂乎。人不知而不慍、不亦君子乎。

So true. :)

And not forgetting, the DATES<-:D .

2008-11-29T00:37:00.002+08:00

mosquitoes. :(!

don't feel like doing anything. just like what darl said, let it go... hope i'll do it. hope that i can. and i know i will. :) thanks darl!

i know i will be ok. i know i will i know i will!

2008-11-26T09:34:00.003+08:00

the long awaited 24th. was quite disappointing. but nevertheless, autumn song and your love is not enough made the night better. mr. sax man and mr. tambourine man. picnic with chocolates.

jens lekman is out of event's list.
'CATS' 's in. fleaflyflo is in. ragdoll is in. vintage's in. MAAD's out. bestoffirsttake(IN).

i had this weird dream yesterday. wasn't quite sure it implies a good or bad thing. but im quite sure having a bad headache now is indeed the worst thing now. :S gonna rest and see if i will make it to school later. ciaos.

say yay to guitar.

happy birthday daddy, loves!

2008-11-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

AHHH WHERE THE HELL IS MY THUMBDRIVE!

2008-11-21T06:42:00.002+08:00

omg, karma is biting me now. sucks. went for jog this morning and. AH needa improve on alot of things. :(! sad-zxzxzxz. napfa is up in dec. IM SO DEAD?

celebrate yau's birthday yesterday at waraku. :) ben was just trying to be very funny, folding knots with straw. had a great laugh there.

but still,

IM WORRIED ABOUT NAPFA!

2008-11-18T01:03:00.004+08:00

So well, I came upon this blog and saw something that I shouldn't. Maybe it was something I dont want, but anyway, it doesn't concern me. :) Just pondering how fast can one move on and how well can one move along. Too much history, one bloody thing after another(adopted from The History Boys)

I secretly wants alot of things for xmas! HEHE.

thanks baby for being by my side, loves=)
thanks bff for the things you said. encouragement!
thanks brendonsiying, cant wait for your exams to end!

this one's for the freaks,
for ya so beautiful
for all the devotion
written in your soul.

2008-11-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

I AM SUPER STRESSED UP NOW. ARGH.

2008-11-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

Drive of life is ending soon. :( LINFENG! XD! LAM FONG, hoho!

Anyway, didn't managed to go for food fair. DAMN SAD. but its okay, TML IT IS! More excited to go for the book fair anyway! popular + MPH, weezzzzzzzzz~

Secret planning for next year's trip!

and i want to go for jens lekman live :(!

2008-11-13T16:48:00.004+08:00

This song that is playing in the background. Is dedicated to those who still believe in me, and I know what are you. Thanks.

I've been thinking and think a lot lately, about the things that I'm afraid is going to happen, about the things that happened. That is why I'm not even focusing on the things that IS happening now.

About 9 years ago, I think I was the worst kid in the world who doesn't even like studying. Lucky for me, my form teacher was the best shoulders to me. I wrote down everything I thought and everything I felt during that period of time in my journal. He took care of me (and I thought he was really bias towards me compared to the other kids) and paid me a lot of attention, which was what I wanted most that time. I remembered once I was very cold even under the hot weather and he walked over to me and asked me what happened. I turned to him and just told me I'm cold. He turned down the fan and felt my forehead with the back of his palm, everyone was looking at me. He wanted to send me home but my parents were working then. So he asked me to rest for the rest of the day till I'm back home.

I took this opportunity to write that down in my journal(I think I still have it, gonna dig it out) and thanked him. Heartfelt warmth.

I strove very hard that year for the sake of being the first in the class. The encouragement, the replies that he gave me, the advice and the 'sense' that he knocked into me. & most importantly, He believed in me.

The story continued.

Sigh, all the memories. And I really miss you, Mr. Peh.

Anyway that was a bit random cause, yps will be pulled down soon.

2008-11-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

Thanks for offering to go Biennale with me :)

I am tired, physically and emotionally.

2008-11-10T12:57:00.002+08:00

Because you don't know how is it like to be me
So you cannot judge whatever you think its me.

Super unappreciative of you, thanks. Thanks for making me realize that.

2008-11-09T17:56:00.003+08:00

13th,14th,15th,16th,22nd,24th(?),26th,29th(?)
[edited -] 11th,13th,14th,,16th,22nd(?),24th,26th,29th -nov

i think i enjoy the most this year, time to get stressed already :(!
JIA YOU JIA YOU, ut tml! :D

MASQUERADE!
Paper faces on parade
Masquerade!
Hide your face,
so the world will
never find you!

anyway if you realised, im changing the songs as much as possible, because i want to share the great music! HEHE!

2008-11-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

HURHUR, sorry people, i accidentally deleted the tagboard, so any comments, TALK TO ME ON MSN, even if its an offline message! ^^!

I'm soooo sick now. which sucks. but trip has been confirmed! YAY! awaiting for the trip the trip the trip!

and yes, i miss baby! baby please talk to me soon!

2008-11-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

IN THE MOOD OF GETTING CDS AGAIN. XD!

i think i wont be able to live without music, :D

i dont mind going for MSP, but, argh! ex ex ex ex ex!

already given up on that, no point trying too hard for no return. but still happy with what i have now. hoho, excited about 7th, 13th,14th,15th,16th,22nd,24th(?),26th,29th(?)

muahahhaahahhahaha~

2008-10-31T15:22:00.002+08:00

Depressive Art (:
"Bye Bye Dear Everything"

PEZ MANIC! (got me high when i saw it!)
http://www.onegoodbumblebee.com/blog/?p=2990

I wish I would see a vintage clown on the street today.
Happy Halloween!

(The day hadn't end, but I'm already secretly waiting for Christmas now)

iwanttobeacreativedesigner!

the real me

2008-10-29T22:49:00.001+08:00

The real me; better find it out yourself.

i wish that you will talk to me one day, telling me how much you love those things
just like i do. :D
don't you feel great when you are alone?

It is about how you look at someone sometimes. How you want yourself to think about others. And when negative thoughts come into mind when you see that someone you dislike, your eyes reveal it all. Eyes filled with hatred, jealousy, unhappiness or sorrow. They are like the introduction to a story, unveiling the past and continuation of a new chapter.

In that one second, it all happens.

You think that we can't feel it but we do. And you know what? We don't really care.

Stop staring bitches. Because you aren't worthy enough to do so.

Russian Ark

2008-10-27T00:35:00.001+08:00

I want to dance with someone in a museum in Petersburg with real orchestra playing just right behind me.

this random thought was inspired by Russian Ark.
The confused time traveler.
The art pieces.
The architecture from 1800s.
The paintings on the ceilings.
The way they dressed.
The way they portray themselves in front of others.
Strong emotions.

And yes, I realised I should really stay at home during friday nights. Because I like quiet friday nights. (?)

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2008-10-19T22:22:00.001+08:00

Recently, I realized I have been oblivious to what is happening around me. The choice of ignoring everything that I don't really want to get involved, get to know or even share joy/sadness/anger of people. People telling me I look lost/bothered/tired by things that are happening, but what of what sort? I can't really answer that because there is nothing wrong with me! Life's been great with friends and family with me. Lots of birthday celebrations with the right company was good stuff as well.

Once again, I rather choose to be in solitary. You must be thinking I'm crazy to feel better alone, but after all the things that has happened, I believe nothing beats that. Maybe because I've tried too hard into talking to someone and the result of that isn't what I expected it to be, really tired of it. But well, not going to complain but just do whatever I think its right for me.

"...All the armies that ever marched,
All the navies that ever sailed,
All the parliament that ever sat,
All the kings that ever reigned,
Put together have not affected
The life of man on Earth
As much as that"

- extracted from 'One Solitary Life' by Dr James Allen Francis ' 1926

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2008-09-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

Kinda fucked up here and there. but on a lighter note, i get to see my friends all popping out and it was really really nice for them. oh well, move along move along move along. Travis is really good. I watched the live at glasgow for so many times. And the best part? You can sing along with the songs! I heard one over at harry's ytd night. SING SING SING! :D Good stuff man! :D I cant wait for Mamma Mia to be out and cannot wait for ABBA MANIA to come to town. Lovely. Yes and I am very tired now, without dinner. :(

I know its kinda weird and hard for me to accept whatever you have said to me
but yea i just know that i've really enjoyed being with you and i don't mind being that someone
For you, i'm not really sure though people ask me to stay away
its foolish but well, you are kinda worth it i guess.

2008-08-10T17:13:00.001+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope I master guitar before graduation... BUT... hurhurhur.

ENJOY LIFE. :D

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2008-08-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

With the wind stroking my face,
I wished I felt warmth like the way you did it.

Finally everything is done and over with. No looking back. :) Holiday during the holidays! Hopefully! Kinda packed my holidays with stuff already. First on the list, catching up with friends! BFF, xueli and J!

The last few days of schools, everyone's been feeling -sian-, but well I guess we just need to get over it.

School's out for me. Oh maybe for the last day. Maybe not. Oh well oh well. I need to getaway.

I need the sky in details.
Fluffy clouds makes you high.

2008-07-31T20:47:00.002+08:00

We couldn’t save it

Long ago

And you know

We couldn’t save it

And I know

Singfest is on this sat! :D can't wait!
Well, Mummy 3 was quite worth the money to catch. Except the animated part which really turned things off. Okay I'm so gonna get screwed if I don't.
-study ut
-do poster
-burp

and i miss you very much baby :D

2008-07-29T20:49:00.002+08:00

The crisscross lines on the wrist
Dancing like ocean's waves
Stained gently against my skin
Nobody knew, nobody cared
Why do we dream?
Why do we hide?
Maybe just the way it is...

i'd like to know what you're thinking, so i can fit myself into your picture.
giving it too much, giving it too soon

i just want to lie on the grass and read a book. simple enough for me to smile.

2008-07-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

I think there is only two people in the whole world now who can make me feel better. Sigh,

Ignite wasn't a big success... But there were still good songs.

~~Too tired of not being myself.~~

2008-07-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

Back to square one.

Somehow I've got the answer from you. So yea. Life is good with you people. :)
I must and will stay happy. Maybe happier. HOHOHO!

So long since I've spent time with Walter. TML! loves!

ytd and today was great. great people. lovely days! to you know who: i dont wish to lose you people. who made me today and i really appreciate how you all stood by me! we might not meet up that often, but you people are always on my mind.

Alright, go to library book fair! grab some books!

2008-07-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

im going slightly mad and wants to break free from being under pressure.

ok stop guessing if I'm emotional or whatever, it just songs from QUEEN
Sometimes I really don't know what to blog about. I don't feel like blogging my daily 'routine' and I'm growing sick of reading blogs ( except for my lovely friends ).

"The Broadway Melody" being a movie musical caught my attention in the library today, so I thought I would just watch it. To my disappointment, I guess maybe because of the acting skills back then, the expressions were too exaggerating and worse, not convincing at all! That sucks. I fell asleep like 40 minutes later.

"Marat Sade" needs more than understanding to know what the movie is trying to say, in a very political view. Well, somehow I got the idea of what is it going to be about, but when i start watching it, I was rather confused about the plot and who the cast were. One of the female cast looks like the one in "Sophie Scholl". The musical interludes weren't that captivating compared to "across the universe'. Hopefully I get the time to read up on French revolution first before I finish up Marat Sade.

The two other I'm hoping to complete and highly ask people to watch it with me is "Elvis - Aloha from Hawaii" and "Deep Purple's Total Abandon" Okay, I'm not a big fan of both of them but just trying to get to know about their music.

All thanks to my friend, I'm quite addicted to The Beatles~ Ringo Starr! HEH HEH!

COMPASS test was... i-dont-know. Just wait for the results i guess.

Alright, I hope I didn't bore you with all these. Gonna slot some time in for "Emotional Rollercoaster" and finish up Nat Geog Mag. =D Life should all be filled with movies, music and books. Lots of friends and lots of fun. =)

2008-07-13T13:22:00.000+08:00

Very very very tired now...
more kite flying!

2008-07-10T21:42:00.001+08:00

OMG, my heart is really going to drop out. LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!!
=(

For the first time, I feel so scared...

2008-07-08T23:31:00.001+08:00

Life is just, fucked up.

OKAY WHATEVER.
Life is still wonderful.

Am I contradicting myself? & I'm irritated by myself.

I want to fly kite. :(

2008-07-06T09:17:00.001+08:00

LIHUI QING AI DE! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! =D YOU HAVE ALL MY SUPPORT OKAY!
BIGBIGHUGS!

2008-07-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

Dear neighbours,

I believe that you must be thinking of why am I writing this little note. This situation of your kids playing at our corridor is getting kind of out of hand. Especially when all the kids have come together as one big group. I know it must be very fun at that point of your life, but you know not everyone is still at that age. Cycling has been a daily after-school routine I believe, and my door's acrylic been awfully banged, similarly, has became their daily routine. I sincerely hope you could improve the situation soon. I don't wish to exaggerate by calling the police and letting them handle this small problem.

Yours Sincerely,
Your neighbour

TP date is getting nearer and nearer, sucks. ):
UT next week, gotta study tonight.
Day out was great. Enjoying all the nice songs, reading books and having lunch, alone.
I just want to play music and read all the nice books.

Stop assuming that I will blog everything now and try to sound me out from here. It clearly shows how much you want to define me with words that I've written in here. I don't blog all the details, I don't say everything I've placed in me, so how are you going to do so?
Alright alright, its okay. Further explanation will confuse everything once again. :)

2008-07-04T01:09:00.002+08:00

help, i need somebody
help, not just anybody
help, you know i need somebody, help

stuck in my head right now =)
i felt better telling people about the 'situation' i am in and im really glad they are actually giving me constructive advices.
'yellow submarine' is such a cute show. and the songs certainly goes well with the flow of the story. and ringo is so cute! hehe. sentimentalist!

okay, plan for next few days is out.
driving tml (tp next week! scary!)
after driving, slack at hz's place? supper?
finish dvds
study for UT
revise maths!
prepare for driving stuff
visit grandpa
read my book
pack my room again.
enough to kill time?

2008-06-30T18:40:00.002+08:00

The airs that died,
The flower that dwelled,
Almost here.
Halt,
Never shall shed a tear.

Ying wei zhi dao bu ke neng, suo yi xuan zhe li kai, shi bu shi hen ben?

i like that yellow submarine. and i want to hide in there forever.

2008-06-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

I think I'm a spoilt brat. omg, damn sad...

2008-06-29T09:01:00.003+08:00

Black Book didn't disappoint me. Shall talk about it the next time. Too many other stuff to do. UT, FYP, reading my library books, watching Bob Dylan's film and of course, spending time with walter. Walter must be very sad staying home alone and even when I'm back. =( Ok, for the whole of next week, I'm gonna stay home other than wed&fri.

OFFICIALLY BROKE. =(

2008-06-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD! I think I havent even adjust my body clock back to normal. Always feel more energetic at night! boo! thats sad! Im excited about sentosa and Black Book actually. And i couldnt find 'across the universe' dvd at play! entertainment! oh my. Recently, I found a friend who listens to oldies like ME. =D And like him and brenda said, music nowadays. *BIG SIGH* Bands and singers like 'The Beatles", "QUEEN" , "Beegees", "Bob Dylan", "Neil Sedaka", "David Bowie" and a lot more(maybe I havent discover much) but these people really made me realise what exactly is music. Corny but true. Currently I'm listening to The Spongetone, band in the 80s but the song ' she goes out with everyone' rocks. Love it! Try to find them in MySpace =)

Alright, back to rj-ing and listening to music! not forgetting to study for UT. shucks. Gotta buck up like what yk said! boo!

2008-06-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

I AM FUCKING STRESSED UP ABOUT DRIVING. 1am leh, supposed to be in bed enjoying tea(maybe with mig) what am i doing?

writing down notes about driving. walao. why people get stressed up can slim down i cannot.

that makes me even angrier lor.

2008-06-25T19:27:00.002+08:00

TIRING DAY,
So forgetful to actually forget my KEYS!

but,,,,

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
sat in my dad's lorry and bike back from carpark! papa is the best. =D

2008-06-24T23:38:00.001+08:00

HELLO, im tired from school~

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : 2 new pairs of socks!!!!!!!!! blue and green.. omg, im going to jog with brand new socks!!!!!

2008-06-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Some interesting and emotional stuff. =)

分手的時候，有人說過男生會穿耳洞來記著。我想，是不是因為人得不到，也希望在自己的身體找到對方.

現在有快樂，也沒人分享。快樂還有意思嗎?

Lastly, I want to go to their concert badly...

蘇打綠的獨特 -- 无与伦比的美丽

2008-06-22T01:03:00.003+08:00

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? I didnt realised it until I saw it in my module summary. oh my goodness. seriously there is something wrong in your mind? or maybe you werent paying attention when you were briefed?

omg man, i rmbed clearly that one of the facis said that if you are allowed to choose if you can stay on for the 6th P or not because asking question do help in your daily grade assesment.I've presented and stayed through the 3 meetings only that i had to leave earlier for something urgent, YOU GAVE ME A FUCKING PARTIAL. omg man,, i really cannot believe this crap.

if i get confirmation that whatever i rmbed is true. i wont even talk to you. directly to the module chair. good luck to you.

2008-06-20T14:32:00.001+08:00

Your EQ is 153

Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence.
You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it.

You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people.
In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

HELLO BRENDA!!! my EQ is higher than yours! hahahahahahaha, but seriously, i think im not good with people. suck.

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.

You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.

Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.

You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

yea i am this kind of thinker!